i want to tell him.
its more of a need at this point. get it off my chest. I can’t live with any more ‘what ifs’.
i see this going in one of two ways.
1 (the most plausible) he will either say nothing and that will be it, or he will tell me I am way off base and he has no such feelings toward me at all.
2. he will say there is a possibility that he could feel that way, but not a big enough possibility that would warrant changing his current situation.
but my head cant stop imagining that third never going to happen scenario where everything works and i get to be happy for once.
I’m re-writting what I want to say right now.
Jennifer getting overly excited when she wins a game on Fandango